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We Will Always Be Unfinished Business

When someone says your name my heart still skips a beat, my throat tightens and I can feel my eyes well with tears. 

My mind still wonders where you are. My body still craves you beside me, touching me, kissing me, holding me. 

It's been awhile since we've been together but, my feelings for you are still just as strong as they ever were. I've pretty much trained myself to not let the thoughts of you, or of us, overwhelm me but anytime I see something that reminds me of us I can't ignore how I truly feel about you. 

We never had the proper closure that every good "breakup" has, so I guess that is why every time I think of you the butterflies come back in full force. You were the first and only person to ever have that effect on me.

You showed me aspects of myself that no one else has cared to look for, and you were sincere with each and every one of them. It's amazing that although we are far from where we used to be you can still somehow cause a feeling that I cannot explain. 

I will never understand what pulled us apart or why we are in the places we are now. But I know that our chapter will never get the proper conclusion.  We will be the book that you get to the end of and the ending really takes you by surprise. One that you think about often, and makes you want to read it over and over again. 

No one knows the purpose of the ending, but that's how the story unfolded. We ended, maybe in a not completely concluded way, but that is why you will be my unfinished business. 

I'll never know if we'll get our happy ending, together. But I know this isn't our end. There's too much I still want to learn about you, about myself and so much love I still have to give. 

We may never know when our end is, whether it's already come or if it's decades from now surrounded by the love and family we've grown. I just know I'll never want this to end and I'll never stop fighting for our story.