You must be pretty important for me to put my life on hold for you. Right now, I’m just doing me and quite honestly, I’m loving it. So just so you know, I’ll probably never need you, but if I’m keeping you in my life it’s because I want you… a lot.
There are some things you should know about me though, before you fall head over heels.
I'm not an easy person to love, you will learn that right away. I can be difficult, but I will always own up to it. But what I also know is that when we do met, that's one of the reasons you're going to fall for me as hard as you will. You’re going to love my intensity and love of everything in my life. I’ve worked to be where I am today and I wouldn’t trade it for the world.
And because I can be a little crazy, I also have the ability to love you like crazy, which is what you want. It's what everyone wants. I’ll wake up early and make you a coffee just the way you like it. If you ever feel lonely or insecure, I’ll be the first person to be right by your side and build you up. And when life starts throwing you curveballs, I’ll be there fighting through it with you every step of the way.
And I'm going to fight for is when I have to because you will mean that much to me. I have a fierce, fierce heart and it will be all yours. I’m also really easy going, so just know between us nothing will ever feel forced. It will just happen. I’m not the type to rush things or make anyone feel uncomfortable, so you’ll never feel like I’m pressuring you to do anything.
I also want to say thank you for loving me because I am not easy to love. I know that.
I can be closed off, a little selfish at times, and ride my own wave most of the time. I won't ever need you, I will just want you more than I ever thought possible.
But that will also take time.
Because the truth is, I have been let down in my past… more than you know, more than you may ever know. I’m not the type to open up automatically and say it out loud, no matter how much you want to know.
And because I have been let down more often than not, this will take time. And it will take the earning of trust that I never dish out freely.
But I also want you to know that it will be worth it. Once I let you in, I won't ever lie. I won't ever treat you like less than you are.
Everything will fall into place, it just won't fall into place overnight. But that doesn't mean that I won't try to let those walls down one by one for you.
Because believe me, I want you to be a part of my life. And know my past. However painful it might be.
Finally, I want you to know that however this ends, I will never be anything but thankful for the time that we spend together. And just know you touched my heart and my soul in a way no one else has. A way that I never thought could happen to someone like me. And for that, I will never be able to repay you.
But I can say thank you. For now and forever. Whenever we met one another in our separate lives and come together, I will be happy. And it will be because of you.
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