To My Narcissist Ex

You are so glib and superficial with your charm and words. You’re a master of deceit and you have absolutely no guilt or remorse when it comes to exploiting or manipulating people just so you can get what you want from people like me.

You’re a narcissist. You’re a sociopath. You are straight-up a bad person.

You sucked the happiness right out of me. You took everything that was good and loving from me and now I feel like I’m nothing but an empty vessel.

I’m not playing the victim card here, either. I let it go on for too long and let you treat me like garbage for months on end when I should have ended it the night you got kicked out.

You prey on those who you think are weak and insecure. Well guess what – I’m not weak or insecure. I am strong, confident and I learning to love myself; which is something you will never be able to do.

I did everything for you. I almost destroyed my relationship with my family just to be with you.

You told me you didn’t want to be in a relationship with me, you kept me at arm’s length – telling me everything I wanted to hear just so I wouldn’t leave you. When I finally realized that I needed to work on myself and stopped chasing you, you completely turned around and decided you did want a “relationship.” 

AKA you were pissed off that you didn’t completely control me anymoreSo, you pretended that you really wanted me, that you really wanted to be with me, just so you wouldn’t be alone. 

You blew up my phone with fake, sweet texts saying “I love you, I can’t live without you, you’re my future, I miss my best friend” blah blah blah.

But here we are, a month later with no communication and you’ve already got a new victim… I mean ‘girlfriend’.

You didn’t love me, you never did. You don’t destroy the people you love. You only used me to stroke your ego.

In time, I will heal. I will be better. I will be happy. I will finally recover from that dark time where you invaded my life and stole the light from me.

But you will always be a miserable sociopath. 

You’ll never truly be happy because all you know how to do is play the victim so people will feel sorry for you so you can be the center of attention for just a little while longer.