Cristen

Here we are again, standing at the same crossroads we always seem to find ourselves. We always end up in this situation. The one where we know what we want, we know what we need, but we also know that it’s just not our time yet. It’s always a little devastating when we end up […] More

I’m not mad. But this sh*t will always be top priority for you. It will always come before me, and it really sucks to know that. You don’t need it to live, you want it, and that’s two different things. I don’t know how to compete with that. And honestly, I shouldn’t have to. So […] More

“I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain; it’s two a.m. and I’m cursing your name. I’m so in love that I acted insane, and that’s the way I loved you.” He is perfect. He’s caring and compassionate; kind and charming. He’s a gentleman. He opens up my doors and walks me to […] More

"Don't fall in love with people like me; I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. And when I leave, you will finally understand why storms are named after people." You want to be "that guy". You want to be my knight in shining armor, coming to my rescue on your white horse. […] More

"I can't wait to grow up! I can't wait to be 16! I can't wait to be 18! I can't wait to be 21!" Dear God. I vividly remember being a kid and chomping at the bit to grow up and be an adult. I couldn't wait to be able to make my own decisions. […] More

For months, I'd been dealing with depression. My friends and family had no idea what I was going through, but it wasn't their fault.  I never opened up or talked about it. I convinced myself I was strong enough to handle this without help from anyone else. I've never been so wrong in my entire […] More

“They say now you’re in a better place, and I would be too if I could see your face.” Losing you has been one of the hardest tragedies I’ve ever had to face. You were so young and had so much life ahead of you. But your life was taken quickly, unexpectedly and tragically. So […] More

“If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one; because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn’t have fallen for the second.” -Johnny Depp This is the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make. Please know this: I love you more than words can say, but I’m in love […] More

“I’ll bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about..and she’s got everything that I have to live without.” This is not what I intended, please believe that. This was not in the plans or anything I’d expect would ever happen. But here I am, all gooey eyed and head over heels in love, with my […] More

Once upon a time, I loved you. I needed you. I wanted you. You were the only thing that mattered to me, and the one thing I couldn’t have. Which is why letting you go was so damn hard. Trying to come to grips, with the fact that you and I would never be, was […] More

"I can't even begin to explain how much I am going to miss you. When I think about not seeing you every day, it makes me not want to go." -Rachel Greene Rachel said it all. You've been in my life for a long time now; you've become a huge part of it. I've spent […] More

“If there’s even the slightest chance at getting something that will make you happy, risk it. Life’s too short and happiness is too rare.” Growing up, I always expected happiness. But it’s easy to be happy when you’re young. You have everything at your fingertips. No responsibilities, no worries..just rainbows and sunshine. Being an adult […] More