From our first conversation, you just understood me. You didn’t always agree with me. I loved that more than anything. I needed that. You challenged me - pushed me, to be better, to live better, to grow. You made me love my demons. You made me want to get everything out of my life that I deserve.
The truth is, you don’t choose who you fall for.
The best love is unexpected. You don’t just meet someone and think, I’m going to choose you. Because the reality is, it chooses you. You meet someone by fate and it’s an instant connection, they light a fire in your heart and despite all your edges, all that shit in your past, they make you want to crash into them fully and never look back.
They’ve always said there are so many fish in the sea - but you can talk to millions and feel nothing and then one day, you’ll just talk to someone and you notice the way their lips curve when they smile and the color of their eyes and all at once you know you're screwed.
A true connection is once in a lifetime.
Somewhere in between all the magic, our roots entwined. It’s wasn’t perfect. It was so much better. It was real - raw, unfiltered. I could never seem to pin you down but I became fully fascinated by your presence, you made my heart race, and something about you inspired me to be bigger, brighter, bolder than I ever knew that I could be. And hope I inspired you, too.
Because together or not...
You made me rethink what “love” really means. Whether or not I spend my life with you, you started a fire in my heart that cannot die. You made me believe in love again.
Even if you were a million miles away, I would still feel your touch, your lips on my skin, I would still see your gaze, looking right through me, touching those parts of me that I hate, your love - it warms them. No matter how far away you are, the truth is, you changed me forever.
I love you.
And it's because I love you that I want you to dive headfirst into life. With or without me. Because the world is wide-open for you and I want you to take full advantage of that.
The truth is, I was settling before I met you. You kissed my lips and you saved me. And I know you have to save yourself, but the truth is, you cast something in me that I could never forget, that spellbound feeling gripped me, making me believe again, changing me forever. You saved me from myself.
You gave me new life.
I wish, more than anything, that I could grow old with you. But if life has other plans, that doesn’t mean I will ever stop loving you. Because love is so much more than a happily ever after. Love makes you dizzy, makes your head spin, it opens you up to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. It changes your life. And you’ll never forget it.
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