I think it’s time for me to come to terms with the fact that you’ll forever own a piece of my heart. No matter how hard I tried to live our separate lives and maintain distance between our hearts, my soul continues to call yours. To this day you’re my favorite person and my history with you continues to have an incessant need to repeat itself.
You would think that after giving us a fair chance and failing to make it work, our story would have ran its course but no. Somehow, out of nowhere, the spark I once shared with you ignites and I fall into the unfinished business status once again. I really can’t blame myself for it, though, it’s not like it ended for lack of love, it ended because love is not enough to maintain a relationship and we missed the mark at maintaining ours.
So I feel like I’m back to square one, missing my favorite person, who I believe to be my better half. I start to bump into all the things that remind me of you, of us. The memories bring back all the feelings that I tried hard to bury in my heart. Part of me feels that I have put it all behind, but the truth is, you’re a constant in my life I don’t seem to know how to shake off.
I miss you. It’s like I enter a different dimension where endless potential futures of us being happy together exist. And I’m trapped in that place where ‘us’ is possible but remaining there is impossible.
When we were together it felt like the timing was wrong so we walked away from it. Being apart also feels wrong, so life is either playing the cruelest joke on our hearts, or we are just destined to forever be in each other’s lives, loving our history, our memories, from a distant.
I know you can’t force someone to be with you, I don’t own you in any way. Not one part of you belongs to me, but I can assure you that since you’re my favorite person in this world, a part of my heart will always belong to you.
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