"I Love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way." - Pablo Neruda
I know that our relationship turned out to be an emotional roller coaster and that we tried our hardest to save it and failed. I know you love me and I love you too, but sometimes love is just not enough to sustain a relationship that perhaps was meant for a different time.
I cannot imagine my life without you, so ever since we said goodbye the light in my heart has faded. Maybe it’s not meant to be, at least not for now, so even if we part ways I know that my heart will never outgrow your love.
We weren’t looking for each other when our paths crossed. It felt as if our hearts immediately recognized each other and our souls were finally reunited. Our love for eachother was instant and we were not afraid to dive into it.
We had never experienced passionate and intense love like ours, so we were both new to the explosion of emotions that we were experiencing. It was new, exciting and intense, but the truth is, we were not ready to handle the intensity in which our hearts were expressing their love.
It was hard process how quickly our hearts became insync, but as we started to become one, we lost ourselves. We didn’t know what it meant to be in a relationship and figuring it became too much to handle.
Nobody wants to say no to a love that is being reciprocated, but when that love doesn’t have a strong foundation to stand on, it can crumble.
It’s no one’s fault, we loved each other deep and intensely. We didn’t realize that our emotional maturity played a big role in keeping that love safe. We hurt each other trying to find balance in the very unbalanced circumstances we put ourselves in.
Yes, our love was amazing and we tried our hardest to sustain it, but it didn’t workout. The harder we tried to fix our issues the more we drifted apart. We didn’t want to let go of each other but it was becoming too painful to remain in a relationship that seemed doomed because of our immaturity.
When we said goodbye, I lost a big part of me, you were more than my best friend, you are my soulmate. I knew I was walking away from the love of my life and that had to be the hardest thing I’ve ever done. To this day, I don’t understand how our love was not enough to keep us together. I refuse to let go of the idea that one day we’ll be together again, because I know in my heart that our pure, honest love is unique and everlasting.
I’ll never outgrow your love, because is you I want and no one else, so I hope one day we can give our love another chance.
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