Let's get one thing straight, I don't like you. I think you're a jerk. I think you're an idiot. I think you are a pathetic excuse of a man. A real man wouldn't have treated her the way you did. A real man wouldn't have strung her along for so long. A real man wouldn't have been an egotistical pig.
She loved you, even though it's beyond me why she did. She loved you more than anything or anyone. She would've bent over backward just to make you smile. She would've died trying to make you happy.
Everything she did was for you. She gave you everything she had to offer. Every piece of her, was yours. She spent every day trying to make your life easier. She did everything she could...
But it wasn't enough for you.
You hurt her. You broke her and stood back to watch like it was some twisted game. You made her think that she wasn't good enough. You told her that everything that happened was her fault.
You didn't even take an ounce of the blame when you should've taken it all.
You made this bright, happy, loving and kind woman think that she was nothing more than the dirt on the bottom of your shoe. You took away her self-respect and her self-worth. You don't even realize what you've done.
You just lost what would've been the best thing in your life. You lost a woman that would've made you feel like a king. A woman that would've made sure that you always felt loved, even if she couldn't love herself.
You threw that away. You did this, not her. You deserve the pain, not her.
So while I help her put the pieces back together, I hope someone shatters the Grinch-sized heart in your chest. I hope you experience the pain you've put her through. I hope you see what you lost and regret it.
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