Our life together has always just been easy. There has never been a time where I've looked at you and questioned how I felt, but it doesn't mean I'm not scared.
Knowing I love you so much always sinks in at times of insecurities. What if I'm not good enough for you? The guy I love more than anything...
What if I disappoint you or we change into people who sadly can't be together? I'm worried too much about these what if's and I know that.
My love for you is just so strong that my fear of you losing you gets in the way.
I've been broken before and I could handle being broken again, but my point is, I don't want to be broken. Especially, if that means I'm losing you.
I know in my heart you are the person I want to conquer the world with. The person I see myself with till the day I take my last breath.
So if that were to change... Life would be hard and understandably so.
You light up my world and even though one day things may change... I'm not too worried.
I know you try your best every day to love me and I am so blessed for that. Thank you for never getting mad at my insecurities. When I feel them you go over and beyond to remind me why I shouldn't worry.
You surprise me everyday with the guy you're becoming and I hope that I make you feel the same way you make me feel.
Because even though I'm afraid of getting hurt it is only because I love you so much.
You are my best friend, partner in crime, and love of my life. And you are worth any pain that comes from loving you.
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