How could you be so blind? How could you not see you just screwed over the only girl who's ever going to love you with her every fiber of her being?
You came into her life at the perfect moment... for you. She was a naive little girl, who was desperately wanting to find someone to come and save her from her life.
She was so happy to finally have found love, or so she thought. But to her surprise, the beautiful human being standing in front of her would cause her the biggest heartbreak and lead to her downhill spiral once he was done playing his games.
The worst thing was that you played her so perfectly, like a virtuoso. Your actions, touches, and words singing to her like the perfect song.
She would have done absolutely anything for you and that's not something you find in just anyone. Her love is one of a kind, the pure kind you hold on to for the rest of your life.
But shocker, you didn't deserve her and she didn't deserve to be with someone who only wanted to use her and drain her of everything she had and more.
Because her big heart is the kind that gives and gives, and even when you think she'd have nothing left in her, she finds a little more.
You never deserved her love because she loves without limits and loves without bounds. While you love only yourself and she just gave you the ego boost you were desperately needing to spread your wings further and leave her in your wake.
She would have saved herself so much heartache, anxiety and hurt had she not met you at all.
"I've heard it said, that people come into your life for a reason, bringing something we must learn."
But you are a lesson that she wishes I didn't have to learn. The one she wouldn't wish for anyone to learn.
You were so charming and the perfect, manipulating, narcissistic, liar and it's only now that she looks back at all the lies you've ever told her and it's crystal clear that you began to believe them yourself, the more you told them.
If she could go back to that night that she met you and change it all, she would in a heartbeat. Because love is not supposed to leave you in your darkest hour or broken.
It's supposed to bring you so much joy and happiness, none of which you ever brought her in your time together.
All you ever brought her in your time together was hurt, anguish, despair, and loneliness.
The only thing she can thank you for is the fact that now she knows what not to look for in her next guy.
She just wishes she hadn't spent so much time and energy trying to make it work, when you were the captain and together you were the Titanic... you were always destined to sink.
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