When I think about the kind of love I crave, it's not the kind that's all for show.
I don't want to pretend to be in love just to say that I'm in love.
I don't want the forced relationships that require too much effort to even stay intrigued by each other.
What I'm saying is I don't want a Saturday night kind of love.
I don't want to constantly have to dress up and try hard to have my boyfriend's attention.
Sometimes the simplest things are the best.
And I know it's not always easy. But I want to find someone who makes me instantly feel better at the sight of them.
I want a love that feels like waking up on a Sunday morning after the perfect nights rest.
A love that feels like checking off the last item on your "to do" list for the week.
Someone who gives me the same feeling of calmness when I finally finish cleaning my room after a long day.
I want my relationship to be as satisfying as the perfect ice cream cone,
And as meaningful as my favorite book.
I want to trust him as much as I trusted my journal with my secrets in high school.
I want all of my favorite feelings and moments to be given to me in my relationship.
I want every day that I'm in love to feel like the perfect Sunday. I always want to be as happy as I am eating pancakes in my pajamas and watching my favorite movies all day.
I think the perfect Sunday makes Monday mornings not as dreadful.
I want a love that makes the bad days easier because the good ones are everything I could ever hope for.
I think the simplicity and satisfaction of a perfect Sunday wrapped up into a relationship is everything I could ever hope for.