I'm passed the point of being sad. I'm passed the crying myself to sleep every night sadden by the fact you're not next to me anymore.
I am finally to the stage of being happy without you! I never thought that day would ever come... But damn I am so freaking happy it has! I can finally breathe a sigh of relief and see passed all of my stupid sad days I had with wanting you back.
I can finally look at our relationship with the eyes everyone else saw it with and how it wasn't the right one for me. When you're in a relationship you are 100 percent blinded by the person you love.
Even if they are toxic to you or vice-versa. Sometimes love isn't enough and that's okay. But the hardest part is actually letting it go.
It took us so long to just say goodbye. And with those months came so much more resentment and pain. We stopped loving each other and started hating our relationship together.
And it ended in us both seeing the worst sides of each other and losing not only our relationship but our friendship as well.
And even though I sadly don't want to ever have anything to do with you again, I'm happy it all happened. We weren't right for each other and whether you want to admit that or not, I'm so happy I've realized that.
I am finally strong enough to not have the urge to always text you back. I can finally stop answering your calls and stalking you social media. But the most important thing is, I'm finally over being sad about losing you. It was hard, but like they always say, it does get better.
I am so much happier and I have had the biggest weight come off of my shoulders knowing I'm over you. And that I can finally move on. Being strong through this whole process was so hard, but I did it.
And even with you trying to play games with my heart I still did it! So, as I'm moving on I hope you watch. I hope you understand that you and I are over and that it's time for you to move on too.
Thanks for the memories, but thank god I am finally done with you! Here's to the next man I fall in love with. In hopes of him being mine forever.